i'm a sinful person!!

today is a bad day..no wonder why..staying at home with nothing make me feel tense!!i've tried to be the best..but still do not make any sense for everyone!!what's wrong with them or what's wrong with me???i thought that holidays will be fun but turned to bad!!i dont know why....being a burden in the house make me cry often..i have no one to tell about..juz only you..i've make someone hurted..n i feel dat i'm the sinful one!!!OH Allah..i'm seeking 4 your forgiveness 4 all my fault..n 4 mom..i'm the sinful daughter..please forgive me..